short-circuit

                                          Abaddon in Hebrew means a place of destruction.

  

You have resurrected me

giving me a new shape

nurturing me

with your immense volcanic lava

I was half-dead

and now I am alive again

and complex again

and have many faces again

faces you have only partly seen

I hit you sometimes

did not mean to hurt you

but with that same lava 

you hit me

and hit me

and hit me

so many times

I almost became half-dead again

I touched you

one last time

trying to connect

but

my touch

became

 a short-circuit

an explosion 

and poof

I

 disappeared 

(I never lied to you, thank you for everything)