still there

White feather, taken from HD Wallpapers Cool.

"'Hope' is the thing with feathers -

That perches in the soul -"

Emily Dickinson

The concave cavity is still there

It is not going to disappear very easily

but it is more bearable

and maybe with time...

I hope things are ok

over there

you disappeared again

and I miss your 

turbulent and sarcastic 

vision of the world 

I guess there is not much 

I can do about that

I did not mean to hurt you

but you hurt me

so many times

I could not bear it any longer

and am trying to move on

I will always care for you

you know that

but (yes, that is our conjunction)

I need to live

and I want to love

and be loved

even just for one day

and from last night

this thing with feathers

has appeared

and caressed my heart

so deliciously

I almost melted down

this thing with feathers

is handsome, mighty and kind

I hope he is not a dream

I hope he will not fade away

I hope he will fly over me

and come and get me...