never lied

I keep hurting people

and I do not want to do that

I keep hurting people

and I am sorry sorry sorry about that

you know, I never lied to you either,

angel,

you are extraordinary, bright, sophisticated, sexy, funny

but with him things had already started before

you joined us

in an absurd way I got to know him

and he got to know me

and there are other very personal things

I do not want to talk about here.

With you we began something

it was a beginning

I do not know what could have happened

then when he came back

I felt that I had to be with him

now I really need to be with him 

please do not be mad at me

I care for you too

this, all this marvellous and exhausting situation 

has not been easy

and is not easy

I am sorry

I am sorry…