mercoledì 16 marzo 2016

free Derry

I have already lost you
so many times
and I have had you so many times
and I immensely thank you for that
but I have never had you
in the way
I wished
in the way I asked
I suffered harassment
and heavy psychological violence
for you
what is there left
if not the truth
my truth
my version of things
my voice
in these messy strings
of events
and distorted
to destroy my
sanity and thwart
my dream of love
I do not want to hurt you
and still love you so much
but cannot stay silent
not after last week
and the peak
of actions
my reactions

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